Its the first week of University and Joel is excited, he smells it; the freedom in the air. He is not going to have his Mom showing up in his room, he can go partying whenever he wants and a girl can even sleep in his room without someone judging him. In fact, girls sleeping in your bed and the boys see her leaving is a plus, because some of them are actually undercover virgins and they want to see who gets to hit the hot ones first. His roommate is two years ahead of him and told him; “The best way to get laid at university is fellowship, there are so hot and horny girls in those gatherings. Just be the best brother in Christ they will ever meet and BAM!! Done!”
In the second week after settling in, he looked for his hostel’s fellowship and made a beeline for the one full of babes, they all seemed so fresh and happy and honestly “saved!” He went for fellowship every week and became close with almost all the girls in the group except for Babra, she didn’t seem to open up easily and the more he tried to get close to her, the further she closed up. He didn’t know why she was the one he kept thinking about, its not like she was the hottest in fact she was so average that all the girls were hotter than her. Still, she just stayed on his mind 24/7 even when he slept, she crept up into his head, it was annoying.
The girls loved him, every week he had a sleepover with one of them and he convinced them that since it was not allowed to do what they were doing as Christians, she had to keep it quiet till they officially start dating, why they believed him. He didn’t know! Still Barbra stayed on his mind, she had ignored him all these months in fellowship. She didn’t even laugh at his jokes, how rude! Yet every night in his dreams, she tantalized him with her huge bosom and toyed with his manhood with her elegant fingers, oh how he longed for her. The feeling was haunting him now, she was now the object of his ultimate desire, he had to have her in anyway possible.
One day, he saw her smile; it was such a perfect smile that she kept denying him, but this time he had made up his mind. He was going to her room and talk to her.
When he got to her floor, he realised that his palms were sweatier than usual and he seemed to be hyperventilating. What the hell!! He walked back to his room, picked up a bottle of Bond 7 and drunk most of its contents. He felt better, time to talk to Barbra and this time she will be his. The liquor started kicking when he got to her door, he knocked twice and she came to the door in a towel. She had droplets of water shimmering all over her chest, it was like she was expecting him. He asked if he could come in and she said “Ok!” After he got in, she was going to change but he held her hand pulled her to him and kissed her, she struggled at first then gave in, it all happened real first.
She avoided him for weeks after that, she had been a virgin and he had not figured that out. She was still on his mind, but why was she avoiding him? She didn’t show up for fellowship again after that. He tried her room on times he expected her to be in, but no one opened.
She was pregnant, she told him that. He didn’t know what to do, he spoke to his roommate and they went to see a Doctor. They got rid of it, but Barbra could not stop bleeding after that. Week after week and she constantly lost weight, he was worried. One morning, she didn’t wake up. The caretaker opened her room days later when the other students complained of an awful smell coming from her room. Joel was heartbroken, he had knocked on her door that night because he was worried about her, now she was gone because of him. His friends tried to comfort him, but he knew why she had died. With their heavy secret and he would have to live with it.