Heart of my heart, how have you been?
I have not heard from you in awhile
My heart aches for your touch
But should I reach out when your ego silences me?
Yet, deep down I wonder
Are we OK?
Are we fine?
Is there someone else?
Am I still the one you crave?
The one you see in your dreams
The one your bones ache for when the gloom sweeps in?
Is my perfume still littered on your mind?
Does it send desire through your body?
Love of mine,
Do you remember what you said?
How passionate you were for me?
The way you would search for me in the crowds
Sing sonnets for my soul when the rain came in
Does it hurt when I leave?
When someone else says my name, does your heart race?
Has the wall of pride become stronger overtime?
Soul to my music,
Do you know that I crave you?
Do you feel it when I reach out?
When my heart tugs, do you feel my pain?
Even when your silence stings
Do you hear the echoes of my call?
Of my voice singing your name
Deep down through the hateful darkness
Or is it just winds of desperacy you hear?